Janee님의 프로필Experimentalism... FOOOO...사진블로그리스트기타  |  도구 도움말 |
Experimentalism... FOOOOOOOOOO!!!!--Even if there is just 0.01% chance, we will not give up!! |
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7월 27일 青春は美しい 青春是... 美麗的嗎？ 是誰說的？是誰看到誰的青春而覺得美麗？ 對我來説，青春是痛苦的 也許不能說是完全不美麗，但是 青春有不少醜陋的一面 說青春是美麗的人，你是忘記了嗎？ 是因爲青春遠去了所以在續漸退化的腦袋裏開始自動美化青春了嗎？ 每個人都經歷過青春，也許我是離青春還不太遠，所以我記得 那段所謂的青春的時光裏，每一個痛苦而又醜陋的時刻 也許旁人看見的是熊熊燃燒的烈火 在旁人眼中，那當然漂亮 可是他看不見在這火中承受着高溫的魂魄所受的痛苦 那個魂魄能成大器前，經歷過的所有醜惡 當然，真正的美，是在經過大火精煉出來以後的結晶 沒有人說過那不是痛苦的歷程 然而不是每個人都有那種大器，能夠被煉成結晶的 有很多受不了高溫，受不了痛苦，受不了醜陋的比較脆弱的魂魄 往往就會在這看似美麗的火焰中被燃燒殆盡 就這樣變成灰，隨風飃流 連自己也不知道，自己已經不再生存 不過，這也沒有什麽不好的， 反正熬過來了，接下來也只是要踏進更痛苦更醜陋的泥沼。 3월 6일 so it's been a year since my last entry huh (nearly) and she's gone, while he's still around and who's next? who's next? 3월 22일 the story goes like this:one day god said, "ok this woman has worked hard enough for the past years, let's put some cancer cells in her and let it spread into her liver and eventually the rest of her body." and later he added, "ah, by the way, time to put some bacteria in her dad's bones too, so she won't feel so lonely." Thank you, god, for the care you've always had for us. 3월 3일 tsurutsurutsuruwent shopping for grace's gift today. then had dinner. was good <3 5 more until i finish my 2nd string of cranes. kinda... geh... but acceptable i guess. only if someone in japan/china could help with the mailing... *sigh* neway its all good <3 daisaku, matte te ne <3 |
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